i'm sorry if im hurting with all of this
but it hurts me worse and i would hate myself
if i didn't do everything in my power
to get things back the way they were
the way they used to be
just think, we could be something special
the words i speak seem to mean nothing
am i so selfish while i sit back
and give you everything
you possibly could want
am i so selfish because i don't
want to feel this again